Do not know the day when i had written blog...but i think i should now be serious about my this activity and do write blog everyday.. Gave first interview of my life for career on 1st February and still waiting for the answer.. completely in a dilemma whether i will get answer or not whether i got selected or not....and finding some place for a new hope...after that enjoyed marriage season for the last four days and whole day only one thing is on my mind what should i do...and for that i had applied to college placement also..and just today i came to knew that if i got selected than i cannot join my dream company or sector...and waiting for that companies...but what would happen if the companies for i am waiting do not come to my campus... don't to how to tackle the situation ...days are going at a faster pace...loosing time and cannot find the proper direction for the career.

                                  Right now just waiting for tomorrow to clear the doubts i have on my mind and want to analyze the experience of my first interview where i got mistake or what are the points where i should improve. have some pressure on my mind but thinking i should keep my mind calm and think logically before jumping to conclusion and share my views with other people also.

                                   lots of mistakes i am doing even on 2nd February also and had a lots of fight with chandni... i felt regret so much for that and thinking to change the behavior don't have words to explain but want to change the situation of our life and always want to see her happy...her smile...childish behavior and her chitchat...i had not heard her smile for the last 4 days and her health is also not good...felt shy from the heart but i forget everything every forgiveness of her when i got angry and taking her negative. She does not have believe in me whether i will change or not.. but i have decided to change...by hook or crook...and i think time has gone..if not now then when and where...

                                    Today starts with interview preparation i felt confident myself as my performance has improved compared to yesterday and got ready for the interview and gone to the college...but came to know that if i got selected by company then i do not have reason to reject the job....whole time there i was thinking that how can i skip that interview...and finally i got reason and skipped the interview...felt some relief that time...after that on afternoon started the project work...had started project work with thinking that today at any cost i will convince the people for whom i am doing survey..and got very positive result which is actually i  had not expected...and completed 20 % of the total work..it is not up to the mark but i think i have started...

                                       Has started reading novel from yesterday.,,after attending seminar...i think it was worth for me to do my regular work...i have need for this kind of motivation which encourage me to go ahead...but after sometime i     loose the activity..but this time it must be challenge for me and i will definitely never look back and complete the task.