Coming back after 2 days...after rejected from campus placement it looks like now its time for me to do everything by own self only, it has not impacted me largely.. Saturday and sunday was totally confusing as Bhavesh was not picking the calls and replying to messages..and on Monday when i met him i got some relief 

                                               Monday met with Birju who has some contact in Arvind mills...so thought he can be useful to me and developed some contact with him i hope that relation will help me in future. Yesterday was atleast a very good day as compared to other day as i gave surprise to chandni and after that having some chat more than 2 hour...got some freshness and today i got contact no. of Naresh who can help me to placed in Chiripal industry.. just before few minutes called to him but he was busy and will call me back and right now waiting for his call.

                                              Had some chat with father also and came to know that father can help me to get in Ashima also...but suddenly i got some nervousness from my heart because i have been completely dependent on him whether its education or money everything....even i have a need of him in a job also...which is completely not fair i think...i must have to get job by my own efforts only and that is why i am not explaining him everything about my plans...what i am doing whole day...once i will get the job or going to appear for an interview that time only i will share everything about that job..so that he can guide me.

                                               Today was really good day for me as i did many new things well its not new but revisit my old things which i used to do...had danced completely in a inharmonious manner but still happy that i have started then had few minutes on skating also...most probably i forgotten about how to stand and make balance so that time i thought first of all i need to learn how to balance on skating then only i should move forward. having some time on reading book also...from there i have noted some written lines also...i think if i follow that then definitely it will help me..one line was there..If you do any work for 21 days continuously than it make you habitual and that is why i have to do any new thing continuously 21 days.

                                            These days i am developing new contacts or can say relation with unknown people as well as with known people also makes me realize that in life everyone has a need of other in whatever situation it is...i thought if i had destroyed relation with Bhavesh in collage days that time i have not had a need of him and even i have not thought that just today for Job i have need of him...In life we must have to maintain relation with them if we can not maintain then atleast dont destroy them because ultimately in life it can be useful to us.