Coming back after few days...and just finished the surf about the biography of Steve Jobs got book in English but also wanted to get in Gujarati also so that parents can also read it. Steve Jobs is not here but i have a great respect for him by heart when i came to know about him few days ago when he was passed away. Whenever someone ask me when we can live and give presentation in informal clothes...that time i always say you must have to be a Steve Jobs, otherwise you must have similar mind like Steve Jobs..because that time world has a need for you...not you will have a need for the world. 

                                          Today Chandni warned me now i will not remind you for the blog and dance...no doubt i have not danced yet but atleast i woke up with her strict behavior and started to write a blog. Today gone through newspaper and read some interesting articles also...one of which related with Kumbh Mela also..Got good knowledge from that about how that Naga bavas lives their life, what is the purpose of their life and about their Akhada's   and all that..

                                          Today i had to meet for textile job but as usual Bhavesh is not receiving my calls, so just give up from that reference and be hopeful on some other reference. After all that stuff in evening met with Nikunj and felt some freshness. had some of talk about business and his new bunglow plans and normal chit chat was there. After that watched one of programme about the biography of Warren Buffet. The great investor and got knowledge about its whole life and how he became a big person..when i was watching that time i realized if anyone want to become a something then there must be some Dhooni kind of madness must be there in mind. And there must be one goal for the whole life..

                                            Now thinking that tomorrow day will be brighter for me because days are going and dont have any kind of work which i always want to do and just irritating with myself only that when this time will going to finish...but  i am not taking in my mind and wanted to be calm and have faith that this will going to finish within shorter period of time...this time i must be positive and thinking about new ways how can i get the job in my field only and must maintain motivation and passion for the work...

                                               Coming back after 2 days...after rejected from campus placement it looks like now its time for me to do everything by own self only, it has not impacted me largely.. Saturday and sunday was totally confusing as Bhavesh was not picking the calls and replying to messages..and on Monday when i met him i got some relief 

                                               Monday met with Birju who has some contact in Arvind mills...so thought he can be useful to me and developed some contact with him i hope that relation will help me in future. Yesterday was atleast a very good day as compared to other day as i gave surprise to chandni and after that having some chat more than 2 hour...got some freshness and today i got contact no. of Naresh who can help me to placed in Chiripal industry.. just before few minutes called to him but he was busy and will call me back and right now waiting for his call.

                                              Had some chat with father also and came to know that father can help me to get in Ashima also...but suddenly i got some nervousness from my heart because i have been completely dependent on him whether its education or money everything....even i have a need of him in a job also...which is completely not fair i think...i must have to get job by my own efforts only and that is why i am not explaining him everything about my plans...what i am doing whole day...once i will get the job or going to appear for an interview that time only i will share everything about that job..so that he can guide me.

                                               Today was really good day for me as i did many new things well its not new but revisit my old things which i used to do...had danced completely in a inharmonious manner but still happy that i have started then had few minutes on skating also...most probably i forgotten about how to stand and make balance so that time i thought first of all i need to learn how to balance on skating then only i should move forward. having some time on reading book also...from there i have noted some written lines also...i think if i follow that then definitely it will help me..one line was there..If you do any work for 21 days continuously than it make you habitual and that is why i have to do any new thing continuously 21 days.

                                            These days i am developing new contacts or can say relation with unknown people as well as with known people also makes me realize that in life everyone has a need of other in whatever situation it is...i thought if i had destroyed relation with Bhavesh in collage days that time i have not had a need of him and even i have not thought that just today for Job i have need of him...In life we must have to maintain relation with them if we can not maintain then atleast dont destroy them because ultimately in life it can be useful to us.

                                                The day starts with reading newspaper....came to know about hanging of Afsal Guru..its a good step by government but it should be taken long before...the smell of 2014 election is coming...At 2 pm got ready for the survey..and visited different place and met with different people..for the last four days i am observing the people whom i have surveyed and their business came to know that..the inventiveness is lacking in this business whether its a jeans manufacturing or shirt manufacturing..everyone is following the same patterns of doing the business...some traders have small business some have high volume business...but i think they are less flexible and don't look ambitious..they are just satisfied with their own business only...like they want to be in a particular ambit... don't want to look outside that..

                                              I think they must have huge opportunities for export because what i have surveyed indicates that few peoples are doing exporting..so just thinking that if i will join this business in future...what should i supposed to do to be different from others.. no doubt its too early to think over that because right now i don't know the ABCD of textile...and today i thought i will do the most of the work because traders did not have work because its Saturday ..but my assumption was not correct...they were free but too free that even not interested to give information correctly..i just hate that kind of people....

                                              Today was somewhat boring i guess and called to Nikunj (jadiyo) but he was busy in his work, so could not come and tried call to Bhavesh 4 times but he is not answering don't know what he is doing...when i was chatting with chandni have surfed some of website in which i saw the used guitar ads....that time i really felt bad that i have wasted the time and i could not learned when i had a full time to do....now mt eagerness to do that things are increasing but now i don't have that kind of time..but thinking positive that will learn in future somehow...

                                              Now waiting for tomorrow to meet with friends and have lots of fun..and cycling..which i wanted to do but did not do for the last 2 days..just right now i thinking what to right ...just eyed on one of PPT related with entrepreneur and downloaded it going to read it...Thats is for today...

                                        Placement...placement ....placement...lots of shouting from college faculty really irritating...waiting for Monday to resolve the dispute.. trying hard to get the job with preferred job description and company...From CTM textile mill to Arvind mill...lets see in which company i am going to pitch.  research project is going on but has some relief that we had completed atleast 50 % of the work with accuracy and getting well known knowledge from the respondents also.

                                         there is nothing new is going from yesterday...waiting for chandni but kmini bhut bhaav kha rhi hai... don't know when she will come :P Days are going and still thinking what to do next so that i have some work which helps me and atleast i can get some satisfaction..had passed some time on novel but did not feeling interesting..and i think finally its true that i am not selected in trade-india.com. i think now its a time i should have to get feedback for that analyze it and work seriously upon that, because i was sure that i will get selected but its not sound good but its true that i am not selected. 

                                          Talking about the regular activities most of the time gone on playing games..now getting bored with it..and watching TV and had some time with family. Wanted to go outside but could not, so waiting for tomorrow and enjoy with friends...just come to know one sentence when i am writing here " confidence and hardwork is the best medicine to kill the disease called failure. It will make you successful person" which was said by Abdul Kalaam. I think i must have to be confident and think calmly about my future..because one single mistake has a major impact on me..that is it for today...its a small story i think but did not do anything more than that...

                                      Do not know the day when i had written blog...but i think i should now be serious about my this activity and do write blog everyday.. Gave first interview of my life for career on 1st February and still waiting for the answer.. completely in a dilemma whether i will get answer or not whether i got selected or not....and finding some place for a new hope...after that enjoyed marriage season for the last four days and whole day only one thing is on my mind what should i do...and for that i had applied to college placement also..and just today i came to knew that if i got selected than i cannot join my dream company or sector...and waiting for that companies...but what would happen if the companies for i am waiting do not come to my campus... don't to how to tackle the situation ...days are going at a faster pace...loosing time and cannot find the proper direction for the career.

                                  Right now just waiting for tomorrow to clear the doubts i have on my mind and want to analyze the experience of my first interview where i got mistake or what are the points where i should improve. have some pressure on my mind but thinking i should keep my mind calm and think logically before jumping to conclusion and share my views with other people also.

                                   lots of mistakes i am doing even on 2nd February also and had a lots of fight with chandni... i felt regret so much for that and thinking to change the behavior don't have words to explain but want to change the situation of our life and always want to see her happy...her smile...childish behavior and her chitchat...i had not heard her smile for the last 4 days and her health is also not good...felt shy from the heart but i forget everything every forgiveness of her when i got angry and taking her negative. She does not have believe in me whether i will change or not.. but i have decided to change...by hook or crook...and i think time has gone..if not now then when and where...

                                    Today starts with interview preparation i felt confident myself as my performance has improved compared to yesterday and got ready for the interview and gone to the college...but came to know that if i got selected by company then i do not have reason to reject the job....whole time there i was thinking that how can i skip that interview...and finally i got reason and skipped the interview...felt some relief that time...after that on afternoon started the project work...had started project work with thinking that today at any cost i will convince the people for whom i am doing survey..and got very positive result which is actually i  had not expected...and completed 20 % of the total work..it is not up to the mark but i think i have started...

                                       Has started reading novel from yesterday.,,after attending seminar...i think it was worth for me to do my regular work...i have need for this kind of motivation which encourage me to go ahead...but after sometime i     loose the activity..but this time it must be challenge for me and i will definitely never look back and complete the task.