Coming back after few days...and just finished the surf about the biography of Steve Jobs got book in English but also wanted to get in Gujarati also so that parents can also read it. Steve Jobs is not here but i have a great respect for him by heart when i came to know about him few days ago when he was passed away. Whenever someone ask me when we can live and give presentation in informal clothes...that time i always say you must have to be a Steve Jobs, otherwise you must have similar mind like Steve Jobs..because that time world has a need for you...not you will have a need for the world. 

                                          Today Chandni warned me now i will not remind you for the blog and dance...no doubt i have not danced yet but atleast i woke up with her strict behavior and started to write a blog. Today gone through newspaper and read some interesting articles also...one of which related with Kumbh Mela also..Got good knowledge from that about how that Naga bavas lives their life, what is the purpose of their life and about their Akhada's   and all that..

                                          Today i had to meet for textile job but as usual Bhavesh is not receiving my calls, so just give up from that reference and be hopeful on some other reference. After all that stuff in evening met with Nikunj and felt some freshness. had some of talk about business and his new bunglow plans and normal chit chat was there. After that watched one of programme about the biography of Warren Buffet. The great investor and got knowledge about its whole life and how he became a big person..when i was watching that time i realized if anyone want to become a something then there must be some Dhooni kind of madness must be there in mind. And there must be one goal for the whole life..

                                            Now thinking that tomorrow day will be brighter for me because days are going and dont have any kind of work which i always want to do and just irritating with myself only that when this time will going to finish...but  i am not taking in my mind and wanted to be calm and have faith that this will going to finish within shorter period of time...this time i must be positive and thinking about new ways how can i get the job in my field only and must maintain motivation and passion for the work...

                                               Coming back after 2 days...after rejected from campus placement it looks like now its time for me to do everything by own self only, it has not impacted me largely.. Saturday and sunday was totally confusing as Bhavesh was not picking the calls and replying to messages..and on Monday when i met him i got some relief 

                                               Monday met with Birju who has some contact in Arvind mills...so thought he can be useful to me and developed some contact with him i hope that relation will help me in future. Yesterday was atleast a very good day as compared to other day as i gave surprise to chandni and after that having some chat more than 2 hour...got some freshness and today i got contact no. of Naresh who can help me to placed in Chiripal industry.. just before few minutes called to him but he was busy and will call me back and right now waiting for his call.

                                              Had some chat with father also and came to know that father can help me to get in Ashima also...but suddenly i got some nervousness from my heart because i have been completely dependent on him whether its education or money everything....even i have a need of him in a job also...which is completely not fair i think...i must have to get job by my own efforts only and that is why i am not explaining him everything about my plans...what i am doing whole day...once i will get the job or going to appear for an interview that time only i will share everything about that job..so that he can guide me.

                                               Today was really good day for me as i did many new things well its not new but revisit my old things which i used to do...had danced completely in a inharmonious manner but still happy that i have started then had few minutes on skating also...most probably i forgotten about how to stand and make balance so that time i thought first of all i need to learn how to balance on skating then only i should move forward. having some time on reading book also...from there i have noted some written lines also...i think if i follow that then definitely it will help me..one line was there..If you do any work for 21 days continuously than it make you habitual and that is why i have to do any new thing continuously 21 days.

                                            These days i am developing new contacts or can say relation with unknown people as well as with known people also makes me realize that in life everyone has a need of other in whatever situation it is...i thought if i had destroyed relation with Bhavesh in collage days that time i have not had a need of him and even i have not thought that just today for Job i have need of him...In life we must have to maintain relation with them if we can not maintain then atleast dont destroy them because ultimately in life it can be useful to us.

                                                The day starts with reading newspaper....came to know about hanging of Afsal Guru..its a good step by government but it should be taken long before...the smell of 2014 election is coming...At 2 pm got ready for the survey..and visited different place and met with different people..for the last four days i am observing the people whom i have surveyed and their business came to know that..the inventiveness is lacking in this business whether its a jeans manufacturing or shirt manufacturing..everyone is following the same patterns of doing the business...some traders have small business some have high volume business...but i think they are less flexible and don't look ambitious..they are just satisfied with their own business only...like they want to be in a particular ambit... don't want to look outside that..

                                              I think they must have huge opportunities for export because what i have surveyed indicates that few peoples are doing exporting..so just thinking that if i will join this business in future...what should i supposed to do to be different from others.. no doubt its too early to think over that because right now i don't know the ABCD of textile...and today i thought i will do the most of the work because traders did not have work because its Saturday ..but my assumption was not correct...they were free but too free that even not interested to give information correctly..i just hate that kind of people....

                                              Today was somewhat boring i guess and called to Nikunj (jadiyo) but he was busy in his work, so could not come and tried call to Bhavesh 4 times but he is not answering don't know what he is doing...when i was chatting with chandni have surfed some of website in which i saw the used guitar ads....that time i really felt bad that i have wasted the time and i could not learned when i had a full time to do....now mt eagerness to do that things are increasing but now i don't have that kind of time..but thinking positive that will learn in future somehow...

                                              Now waiting for tomorrow to meet with friends and have lots of fun..and cycling..which i wanted to do but did not do for the last 2 days..just right now i thinking what to right ...just eyed on one of PPT related with entrepreneur and downloaded it going to read it...Thats is for today...

                                        Placement...placement ....placement...lots of shouting from college faculty really irritating...waiting for Monday to resolve the dispute.. trying hard to get the job with preferred job description and company...From CTM textile mill to Arvind mill...lets see in which company i am going to pitch.  research project is going on but has some relief that we had completed atleast 50 % of the work with accuracy and getting well known knowledge from the respondents also.

                                         there is nothing new is going from yesterday...waiting for chandni but kmini bhut bhaav kha rhi hai... don't know when she will come :P Days are going and still thinking what to do next so that i have some work which helps me and atleast i can get some satisfaction..had passed some time on novel but did not feeling interesting..and i think finally its true that i am not selected in trade-india.com. i think now its a time i should have to get feedback for that analyze it and work seriously upon that, because i was sure that i will get selected but its not sound good but its true that i am not selected. 

                                          Talking about the regular activities most of the time gone on playing games..now getting bored with it..and watching TV and had some time with family. Wanted to go outside but could not, so waiting for tomorrow and enjoy with friends...just come to know one sentence when i am writing here " confidence and hardwork is the best medicine to kill the disease called failure. It will make you successful person" which was said by Abdul Kalaam. I think i must have to be confident and think calmly about my future..because one single mistake has a major impact on me..that is it for today...its a small story i think but did not do anything more than that...

                                      Do not know the day when i had written blog...but i think i should now be serious about my this activity and do write blog everyday.. Gave first interview of my life for career on 1st February and still waiting for the answer.. completely in a dilemma whether i will get answer or not whether i got selected or not....and finding some place for a new hope...after that enjoyed marriage season for the last four days and whole day only one thing is on my mind what should i do...and for that i had applied to college placement also..and just today i came to knew that if i got selected than i cannot join my dream company or sector...and waiting for that companies...but what would happen if the companies for i am waiting do not come to my campus... don't to how to tackle the situation ...days are going at a faster pace...loosing time and cannot find the proper direction for the career.

                                  Right now just waiting for tomorrow to clear the doubts i have on my mind and want to analyze the experience of my first interview where i got mistake or what are the points where i should improve. have some pressure on my mind but thinking i should keep my mind calm and think logically before jumping to conclusion and share my views with other people also.

                                   lots of mistakes i am doing even on 2nd February also and had a lots of fight with chandni... i felt regret so much for that and thinking to change the behavior don't have words to explain but want to change the situation of our life and always want to see her happy...her smile...childish behavior and her chitchat...i had not heard her smile for the last 4 days and her health is also not good...felt shy from the heart but i forget everything every forgiveness of her when i got angry and taking her negative. She does not have believe in me whether i will change or not.. but i have decided to change...by hook or crook...and i think time has gone..if not now then when and where...

                                    Today starts with interview preparation i felt confident myself as my performance has improved compared to yesterday and got ready for the interview and gone to the college...but came to know that if i got selected by company then i do not have reason to reject the job....whole time there i was thinking that how can i skip that interview...and finally i got reason and skipped the interview...felt some relief that time...after that on afternoon started the project work...had started project work with thinking that today at any cost i will convince the people for whom i am doing survey..and got very positive result which is actually i  had not expected...and completed 20 % of the total work..it is not up to the mark but i think i have started...

                                       Has started reading novel from yesterday.,,after attending seminar...i think it was worth for me to do my regular work...i have need for this kind of motivation which encourage me to go ahead...but after sometime i     loose the activity..but this time it must be challenge for me and i will definitely never look back and complete the task.

Aaaahh....its a tough work for me to write a blog..i don't know why i don't like to write...the day i am waiting is the 1st February on that day my life's 1st interview is there. Preparations are going thinking..what will happen that day...sometimes i feel demotivated and stressful and when i get that feeling suddenly i think positive and make me feel happy so that stress does not overcome on my mind.

Today starts with reading newspaper and routine activities and interview preparation, gaining knowledge about the news, remembering it....and getting deep to get  the tips and questions which can be asked in an interview and preparing for that..and in evening got a  very good list of questions and answers that will definitely helps me and boost my confidence. Had some chat with father and watched news and that news were very interesting which is related with family business includes challenges faced by family businesses and how to overcome that in professional manner which is very useful to me because after a some time i will going to start a business in that manner also.

Had a full dinner..and talked with chandni in a happy manner and visited the temple helps me to fresh my inner feelings... Thats all for today don't have extra things right now nothing is on my mind except interview and waiting for 1st Feb. only.

                                  21^st January champli chudel’s birthday lots of pressure was there on 19^th and 20^th i=because if I did not get the gift chandni could kill me …. Lots of story were running on my mind how can I buy which I want to buy?? But after roaming major places of ahmedabad finally got the place and side bag which I wanted to give…..but she wanted more surprises on her birthday… so decided what kind of surprise should I have to give….suddenly Car comes on my mind and decided I will go in Car to surprise her…

                                   And at 3 :40 reached at her PG and waiting for her to come…she come and she got surprised with my surprise…I felt awesome by heart…and had a long drive on SG highway and gave her gift which is really liked by her…that time I felt very satisfied that my choice is at least good enough..after that gave her a perfume…then went to theater watched…..Life of Pi…hahaha…superb hathoda movie…already getting hathoda from Chandu also.. after movie…went to Patang Hotel which was our dream to went there…but the experience was not good enough...thought it was better if we did not went there…after all that dropped her to her home…Movie and Hotel experience was not good still enjoyed full with her…and what I heard from her is that….” Aj mjhe sb kuch pehle jsa lga”….that time I was so happy..that I got success in celebrating her birthday…

                                  Next day was 22th January the routine started..decided when to start Broacher distribution for placement…had talked with Devendra…and visited two company…experience was ok..and felt there is a need of improvement..that is why came home and made script and practiced it…the next day Devendra had entrance test so could not visit the companies…and today I was ready to go there…script was ready and waiting for Devendra at college at 12 30 pm but he never came on time and had a clash with him and decided only I will visit the company.

                                         And went to Vadilal where I had to meet the President of the company so mentally prepared myself but he was not present so met the manager of company and discussed broucher with him…and from his expression I could guess that company is going to come to college in future…and then again went ot college to give report to placement member and waited for more than 1 hour still their lunch has not finished.  That time met with Aspak and Parvez felt some insecurity because of the presence of Aspak but managed myself and talked with him in a friendly way.

                                         After that met with one other friend who guided me and helped me to get placed in Textile company…it increases my confidence and came home and applied one of job and gave aptitude test..felt like I am going on a right way..and more I want to do…want to get involved deeply in that manner….

                                              That’s all and now waiting for Monday that going to invite company which is my dram company…lots of preparation is required and built myself to face that challenge…and I am ready for that…

                                  While i am going to write today's blog...all news channels are debating about the increases in the price of diesel and about deregulation of oil companies. keep that all aside..today was   little bit confusing day but completed with a fresh a mind. Today morning started with a work as usual placement related...went so deep that i had not brushed my teeth and brushed at 12 10 PM.While i was paying college fees i thought this should be the last fees of my life..after all how many times i will dependent on my father's money???

                                      Had some chat with chandni in afternoon and a good snap again back to work..the more i involved in work the more i was gaining knowledge but as well as getting confused also whether i will get call for an interview or not after this all handwork.. but chandni supported me and my heart saying think positive everything will do well and from today started networking which will be helpful for my placement as i heard somewhere that networking is very important for getting new job or at any stage of career.

                                   Worked till 5 :15 PM and decided to met with chandni and after taking snack visited chandni having masti fun and one small long drive with her changes my mood and felt some freshness. Even the atmosphere was also charming....after long drive we sat at HL college which is our usual place and talked with her..and went to eat Dalwada which was first time with her and i was eating after more than 2 years. While i was waiting in line for dalwada i looked at the seating place where me and my best buddies eat together, had some loud laughing without taking care of others....and then coming back to chandni with a dish of dalwada as i was not sure whether chandni will like it or not...but atlast i got satisfied as she liked dalwada and after that i came home, took dinner and had some brief on E-paper and news channel. Thats all for today but still to do some work...

 

                                    Huh after completing more than 3 hours on LinkedIn and after a 8 days finally coming back on a blog. The day starts with a sweet good morning call and breakfast. The first think was attended the college for broucher distribution as lots of pressure are there on mind about the placement... Its a voluntary act but i am working for my selfishness thought i will get only related company's broucher but did not get as per the expectation. 

                                      

                                   First look on the company list got me happy as first name was Arvind Mill which is my dream company but feeling sad when went through the list of the companies as cement, rubber companies are there which is completely out of my priority. Still taking in a positive manner and starts works from the 18th January. While took the bundles of broucher felt like i was working or i have a business of stationary :P  After taking lunch calls to chandu and talked with her about the regular activity, my plans about that placement which is the first priority right now and after taking more than 1 hour of nap finally opened up LinkedIn account and carefully examined what was it?? How can i build my profile there... which are the strenghts or skills i should have to add and so on..

                              But the internet connection is really irritates me which was not working and wasted more than 1 hours of mine and because of that i could not completed my target but keep patience in my mind and will complete work within 2 days. Before 2 days Abhishek has given precious advice about LinkedIn which was really working today evening and even just before half an hour ago.. got many new contacts who are at a high designation in textile companies and groups about textiles and HR recruitment which will definitely help me in future.. This was the day nothing special was there but still got some satisfaction as i started new thing and which is only because of  chandu she always behave like a frind to suggest but when i don't do work on time or my torpidness increases she always getting strict which indirectly encourage me to work energetically and with punctuality.

1st day of blog...

                                           After a 1 year and 3 months coming back to blog. Feeling great and little bit confused what to write or what not.. Thinking....Thinking... Its 9:45 and remembering the memories of today... the day start with a new good morning message and praying God. Read newspaper and had some time with Facebook, one interesting news got from my papa about Global trade show in Gandhinagar... Gregariously waiting for tomorrow...it will be helpful and waiting to get a call from friend..

                                     

                                      After taking lunch had spent some time on call with friend reading economics times after a long time and feeling great and got satisfied that finally i am going to get my previous life... had some surf on government websites and read articles related marketing strategy gave me some useful information and statistic about that trend.

                                  

                                  Evening was really best of mine as watched 2 programme on CNBC Awaaz from Vivek Kudva who has given very good information about the economics of the country and around the globe..what will be the impact and what will happen in future . He also gave fantastic information about the statistics  how Indian economy is different from the Western economy and second show about Vinita Bali who is MD and CEO of Britannia has provided very useful information about FMCG sector which are the factors affects, what will be the growth rate of sector and also knew which are the reforms that helps to boost the growth of FMCG sector....even anchor of the show was also fabulous and questions he was asking was really good....

                                   

                                  After all that stuff thought about my placement as i promised someone i thought about how can i get job in textile field made some plan on mind had collected all lists of textile company now thinking about to send resume to all of them and had talked with friend also to get counseling from her side also.... After taking lunch it was a free day and talked with chandni and shared my all views and plans about job placement and routine life cycle and got feedback from her side which is always useful to me and she is always enthusiastic to give me help in any kind of situation whether she is in a mood or not even gives a hint or tips on blog also... Thats all for today only...now its time to chat with her....bbyee.. :)